I have begun to find myself shutting down around people more often than I have done in recently. For the first time in a long time I walked out of a dvd screening (since I have sat through multiple horror, thriller, and clockwork orange films this is obviously irregular). This is not an indictment against my friends but I am finding myself drifting into introspection and ponderance more frequently. I phase out of existence and meander along behind everyone. I contemplate relationships and things that I have said and done to the people in these relationships. I contemplate the issues which I am studying at the moment.

Anyway, I don't know what the purpose of this post is. I just felt like rambling and muttering meaninglessness to the gapping void of the internet. God bless and keep you all. He is bigger and more wonderous than anything we believe, than anything we conceive, than anything we contrive. He is awesome, powerful, potent, and beautiful. To use all the adjectives that belong to Him do not begin to do justice to Him. Our language cannot begin to describe His glorious wonder. It is arrogance to try and capture Him in fleeting syllables that escape our lips. It is unthinkable that this Inconceivable became the Word that spoke and walked this earth. He is worthy more than words can describe. I sit in awe of the Omnipotent, the Omniscient, and the Omnipresent lover...............................................................................................................................